Opening diary: Ranting.

I'm tired of people saying and doing what they want and thinking I'm not gonna say anything about it. I'm tired of holding my breath for the sake of hurting someone's feelings. Fuck that. From now on, if anybody say something slick to me I'm coming at them with no cookie cutter shit- straight disrespect.

A month ago =]

Losing someone.

Losing someone is never easy. My uncle called early this morning with the news that his wife had died in her sleep. I hate to see anyone in my family hurt, especially my uncle. He's been through so much and he loved her with all of his heart. She was the sweetest woman I can remember my uncle ever bringing home. I was suppose to go down there for April vacation to spend the week with them. I'm hurt. I'm sad. I'm depressed. But I'm here to be strong for my uncle and the rest of my family and her family. This is a terrible way to start a weekend. I haven't been to church in a while and I know it's terrible to only go when things are going really good or really bad, but I need some guidance. I can't keep losing people like this. It's taking it's toll on me. It's really time for me to get my life together and cherish everything and everyone in it more. My family is strong. We'll be fine.. I'm sure of it.. I hope.. I need them to be.. for me..

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Seriously. I love Mr. Omar

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I love seeing people happy.. It just makes me smile

Cry..

Have you ever had a problem you had to keep to yourself and you're trying but it hurts like hell? It's a feeling I despise, bringing misery to life. Wishing you had someone to trust in. So you can let it all out, convey the reason you've been feeling so down. But when you reach out for help, you find there's no one but yourself. I know..

Life won't be this tough forever, only one thing makes it better. Don't hold it inside, no such thing as pride when your hearts on the line. It's okay to cry.

I know what you're feeling. I've been through it myself. Contained emotions, I was locked in a shell. Little did I know, I was headed down that road. I never had a compass directing where I should go.Make a left off victim road. Continue straight into the light, because that's where you should find help.

Life won't be this tough forever, only one thing makes it better. Don't hold it inside, no such thing as pride when your hearts on the line. It's okay to cry. And we're never too old or too grown to just cry. You gotta let it out sometime. Sit in a corner and cry, hug on a pillow and cry. Scream to the top of your lungs and just cry..

-Tynisha Keli AKA The story of my life..

Stupid Blizzards

I was bribed into shoveling. The snow came up to my thighs..