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Seriously. I love Mr. Omar

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I love seeing people happy.. It just makes me smile

Cry..

Have you ever had a problem you had to keep to yourself and you're trying but it hurts like hell? It's a feeling I despise, bringing misery to life. Wishing you had someone to trust in. So you can let it all out, convey the reason you've been feeling so down. But when you reach out for help, you find there's no one but yourself. I know..

Life won't be this tough forever, only one thing makes it better. Don't hold it inside, no such thing as pride when your hearts on the line. It's okay to cry.

I know what you're feeling. I've been through it myself. Contained emotions, I was locked in a shell. Little did I know, I was headed down that road. I never had a compass directing where I should go.Make a left off victim road. Continue straight into the light, because that's where you should find help.

Life won't be this tough forever, only one thing makes it better. Don't hold it inside, no such thing as pride when your hearts on the line. It's okay to cry. And we're never too old or too grown to just cry. You gotta let it out sometime. Sit in a corner and cry, hug on a pillow and cry. Scream to the top of your lungs and just cry..

-Tynisha Keli AKA The story of my life..

Stupid Blizzards

I was bribed into shoveling. The snow came up to my thighs..

Future Thoughts.

I never thought I was the type of kid who would go to college after high school. I was always the artsy kid who slacked off in class and drew pictures instead of doing work. But I've drifted away from the person I used to be and as I've gotten older my thoughts towards my future have changed. I'm a senior in high school, and I'm absolutely terrified of what's in store for me next. I've been accepted to three colleges so far and it didn't hit me until today that after June 2011, I'll be expected to act like an adult. That makes me nervous just thinking about it, but I'm ready. I'm ready to live my life for me, not worrying about impressing or disappointing anyone. I plan to go to college to study my Bachelor of Science Degree in Physical Therapy and if science isn't working out then I'll switch to my fall back plan- Computer Science/Programming. I think my future's pretty bright if I do say so myself. I just want to be successful and happy.

p.s. I lost my artistic touch. I'm going to start sketching again and I WILL get the artsy kid that got lost along the way back..

Lea Lorraine

I have a girl crush on Lea Lorraine from Bad Girls Club season 5..(In a totally non-gay way[no offense])

 

Whaddup.=]

Aggravation.

I wish I had friends who understood me. I'm so tired of explaining myself. I don't want to go out and get drunk every night. It was fun at first, but now it's just getting old. And on top of that I twisted my ankle yesterday; it's swollen, purple, and it hurts to even stand on it. Do you really think I'm about to walk to your house and then go out limping like I got shot or something. *shakes head no* I need to experience a different environment with different people.

Bad Mothering.

(This isn't a personal post. I'm not talking about anyone in particular)
I'm not a mother so I don't know exactly how mothers feel but doesn't it make you think about what type of parent you are when you try nearly everyday to get someone to watch your kid while you go and live the life you had before getting pregnant? Like why have the kid in the first place if you're not ready? And I don't really support abortions so, why be so clueless and dumb when it came to sex? It just doesn't make sense to me and frankly, it irritates me to the point that I want to hit you. (And again, this isn't a personal post, so relax)

I'm not going to write anymore about this topic because I'm getting heated just thinking of all the deadbeats..

Whaddup New Crush!

There's this childhood friend I have that I lost contact with like eight years ago. I had a little crush on him back then, but thought nothing of it because I was like nine and that was my homeboy. But today he messaged me and we got to talking about everything that we used to do and get into when we were younger with our other friends. He was always smooth, even as a kid.. I forgot that. I liked that, I still do. I doubt this will grow into anything else besides us being close friends again and I'm okay with that. I don't even think I'm ready for another relationship; I'm not up for taking a chance with getting hurt again..

A fun night on Southern's campus

Extremely Proud of Myself.

I finally got off this never ending stressful roller coaster with you. I realized that I was holding on to who you used to be and not who you are now. I made excuses for you and why you acted the way you did. Well I'm ecstatic to say that I'm done. We should remain friends because besides you having your douche bag tendencies, you're a really cool guy. You're pissed and you're not talking to me right now because you said you didn't want to be just friends but I know that you'll come around. I miss you already. This is crazy. I'm about to cry.. I NEVER CRY! -__- I need you to hug me and tell me that it's okay and you're not mad at me- that would make me feel a whole lot better.. I love you kid.

Aaliyah Dana Haughton.

Aaliyah would be 32 today. It's almost been 10 years since she passed away. Rest in peace, you are never forgotten and forever missed.

My Saturday Night (Jan. 15, 2011)

Last night was one of the best night's I've had in a long time. I put all the stress I've been dealing with in the back of my mind and just enjoyed myself. I love my friends, they always know how to cheer me up and make me laugh. I hope next weekend is just as fun.

My own personal intro.

Welcome to my blog. I'm Azia, and I'm a senior in high school. I'm here to share myself with you. So don't judge me! =]