random thinking..

Sometimes, I wish me and my father were closer... or had a real relationship period. He's missing out on so much andddddd- it doesn't bother me as much as it annoys me. You're younger kids are not the only ones who need you; you have three older kids who never hear from you unless you're cussing us out about not contacting you or trying to guilt us into kissing your ass.. You need to do better- I'm not saying I don't need to make some changes but seriously.. Step your game up..